Four Weeks.

This morning I woke to rain.
I made myself some crispy bacon, whole wheat pancakes, and a white chocolate latte. 
After eating I made it up to my room, sat, listened, and drank. 
I sat on my bed thinking of all the things I need to do today. I've been putting off a lot of my school work this week- time to catch up.
I listened to the rain, cars drive by, and Rogue Wave. They are great music- check 'em out! How could I forget... I also listened to Sophie moan and groan as she does in the mornings when she wakes... it makes me laugh. 
I drank my latte and though of the goodness in each sip. Mom was right when she said, "Coffee is the sweet nectar of the Gods." haha

Life is great, amazing. I am so beyond blessed! I might say that a lot but I think the whole world should know God has made my life so beautiful and I thank Him so so so much for that.

Oh, I'm leaving for California in four weeks. 

Actually, in four Saturdays, I'll be in Disneyland :]]

I cannot explain my excitement!

"You see through the dark
Right past the fireflies that sleep in my heart."

-Vampire Weekend

P.S.- The Cab's new album will be released late spring! :D :D yyyaaayyy!

Perfection.

Things can appear perfect, 
but you should know they are not. 
I believe there's no such thing as perfection. 
Now I don't mean someone or something cant feel perfect- I think when one is in that very moment it all seems so blissful and amazing.
I hate it when people call me perfect- because I know I am not...
And eventually they will find my flaws and although they may still love me, they'll realize I am not perfect.
I dont even know if this makes sense or why I am talking like this but my heart is feeling down and I want to go home and see my little brother and Scrappy and Allie and my horse Dakota and my momma. I need that small amount of encouragement... that no matter what everything will be okay. They are the only ones that can totally fulfill that need. 

VDay :]

     For Valentines, Zack and I went downtown and I got to play with my Nikon. I haven't had the opportunity to go take pictures yet so it was the perfect timing and so much fun! I also got a TON of great shots but don't feel like posting them all on here- like I've said before, you can check them out on Facebook!

     After taking pictures we went to this delicious Italian restaurant called Asiago's. Very classy place! :] Then we just chilled and watched movies the rest of the night. It was perfect because it wasn't overdone but it wasn't, "Here's a rose and a box of chocolates." He went out of his way to make the day unique :] Oh, and he got me 3 of these V-neck shirts I had been eyeing, I was thrilled!

I love this B&W building one 

     He makes me so incredibly happy and spoils me more than anyone ever has. I am truly blessed to have Zack in my life! 

"I'll be your love- If you've got none to give, know I'll give twice as much. And I'll be your trust- if the world lets you down, know that I'll be enough."

-The Rouge

...Are you there?

Sometimes I feel like I'm writing in here for no good reason. 

Like no one is reading. 

Although I know you are.  

At least I like to think that...

Well I'm 99% sure one person is!

Friday. Hallelujah!
Today is feeling like spring. 
Took Sophie to the park, we chased geese like we always do. 
The difference in this visit- I ran like I was running from a monster. 
I just let go and felt each muscle in my leg work, so hard, because it's been a while!  
I love watching Sophie run, she's  careless and happy. 


Momma will be here any minute, and I cant explain how excited I am!! I love hanging out with my mom, and she's bringing my beach cruiser so I can ride it all over this lovely town. 
For the first time in a long time- I feel content. 
That's not to say for the past 6 months I haven't been happy because believe me I have been, very. 
But right now- sitting at my desk with the blinds and windows open, feeling the breeze, I wouldn't change a thing. 
I'm just here. 
Just being. 
And everything's alright :]


"My soul has never had this feeling, it feels like gold."

-The Rocket Summer