Crystal Baller

Listening to: Third Eye Blind (They're my favorite lately.)
Just got off the phone with my pop. I do miss him so. I think the last time I saw him was... Christmas? If that? Ugh. It's been a while. And I miss Jade and being our silly girly selves together: Eating junk food, driving around with the window down- singing at the top of our lungs. 
I need summer-- so badly. I'm ready to work and play and play and... did I mention play? :]
This summer I will:
Be outside as much as possible & get an awesome tan. 
Ride my bike as much as possible.
Play with my animals as much as I can. 
Get some wonderful girl time with my momma.
Make some of the best memories with my amazing friends. 
It will be unforgettable.
The way summer should be. 
I will also continue to learn how to take life one day at a time. 


Although I will admit- spring is so beautiful. It makes me beyond happy and peaceful.
I love the smell of the blooming flowers and the crisp clean fresh air. 
If it weren't for spring, I wouldn't have the motivation to finish each semester.
Oh, I love riding my bike to class.


Keep Calm & Carry On.
Sid

Z.T.

I've never been able to tell someone, "You're my everything" and fully truly mean it. 
Tonight I said it and I am beyond the happiest I have ever been. 
I wish I could describe to you what I am feeling, even give you a glimpse would be fantastic.
If I could throw it all into one photo- I'd post it on here and you would see my love.
How my heart is on fire but also feels like a light cloud. 
It's skipping beats but has managed to stop altogether. 
You make me laugh more than anyone has ever managed to.
I can be in the worst mood until you're standing on my doorstep- seeing your smile makes me forget everything negative. 
The way my hand fits perfectly in yours makes it seem like nothing bad could ever happen. 
The thought of you makes me smile, and a kiss sends a giant grin from ear to ear.
You make me feel content, peaceful, happy, special, and beautiful. 
You even make my dog happy thats how amazing you are!
Your family is the one of the strongest, most incredible families I have ever met. I'm so glad I've been able to share stories and experiences with you- so we can learn and grow from them. 
In the beginning there was this doubt and I really think it has brought us closer together in a grand, complicated way.
I'm not sure how my future will turn out. All I know is I want you there. 
I'm so excited for everything that's to come for us. 

"I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned. And I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzled pieces from the clay."

-The Postal Service

It's more convincing to hear song birds sing.

Listening to: The Audition

Today is, quite simply, one of those 'blah' days. 

I'm not happy. I'm no sad or depressed. I don't feel like smiling but I also don't feel like crying. I don't want to kiss him. I do feel slightly productive (I actually want to do my homework). 

I'm just here. 

Sophie loves walks. 

Between 3 and 4 in the afternoon she gets antsy and gives me this look like "Sid- we're going today... aren't we?" Similar to Pongo on 101 Dalmatians, when he changes the time on the clock. 

I love taking her for walks. 

Gives me a little time to just breathe and relax. I think about all I have to do or think about nothing at all. 

While watching a video about the Balinese in Anthropology, a religious leader quoted this: 

"Uncontrolled change can destroy peace."

I like that. 

The Sunshine State :]

First, I'm going to state that I'm copying Karley and telling you what I'm listening to before I write. So here we go...


Listening to: Dave Matthews


For spring break Mom, Brent, Tanner and I went to Calif! :D It was a great trip- as always. Five days in Disneyland and a couple at the beach.. it doesnt get any better than that! While there I realized how much I really want to live closer to the ocean. 
The ocean is such a beautiful place, both on the surface and underneath. Those who live near it now are very incredibly lucky! One day it'll be me... one day. 
When I got back and saw Zack again, it was like the first time I saw him and my heart stopped but managed to skip beats and I got butterflies like crazy. I was a happy girl to say the least. Oh, can't forget the awesome bonus with that visit: I got daisies :]] I love it when he surprises me like that :D 
I must admit it's nice to be back in Boise and doing my normal routine although, it felt really weird doing homework and stuff. I totally forgot how some teachers have certain routines and quizzes online so it was kind of a slap in the face! haha "Remember Sid, this isn't high school!" ;]
Still working on taking life one day at a time. When I'm used to having my life roadmap all planned out it's tough to rip a piece (or all of it) apart and just trust God. 
Summer is getting closer and I'm beyond excited! I think we're down to 4 weeks of school left! Do you know what's even closer..? MY BIRTHDAY! :D woowhoo!
Anyway- to see pics from Calif check out my facebook (like always) 


Keep calm & carry on.
Sid