Jump. Deep. Crush.

Have you ever just jumped into something...
now you're in it so deep you feel like you can't get out? 
Or even back off a little...
You wouldn't trade it for the world but at the same time you know you could get crushed. 


Again. 


I'm feeling numb but at the same time I just want to break down and say screw it. 
Whatever happens, happens. 
I don't want to be the one who puts my all into it because the last/one time I did,
my heart was shattered.
And although I don't want to admit it, he still chips at my heart sometimes. 
Yes I am over you. I do not want you that way I had you. 
But there's little things you do that just make me want to hate you. 


Anyway- dont know what the hell is going on in my mind or my heart but this seems to be it. 




22 Days. 
Yeesss :]




"Hear what the silence screams."

-Anberlin