Mustache.

You know that part on 500 Days of Summer when he (he being the main guy) gets super sad and drinks lots of whiskey and eat too many Twinkies..? So he goes to the little market to buy more and while walking down the street yells to a couple holding hands, "Get a room! Seriously!" 
Well I kind of feel like that today. Everywhere on campus are couples holding hands and giving those sweet little kisses that make your day amazing. 
Can you all just go away, please? haha.


Anyway, I've officially completed my first week of school this semester and it's been great :) I'm overly happy to be back on campus and doing something. 


Not much else to say. Austin... can you please get here now?


Oh, in case you were wondering.
Currently reading: 
Eat Pray Love. 
Saw the movie- it was wonderful. Mom read the book a couple years ago and has been begging me to since she finished it. So I finally am :)
& all those darn textbooks. Gotta love 'em.
Currently listening to:
Phoenix & Emarosa.
Totally different styles of music, both absolutely amazing and beautiful. 

Piece it all together, now.

My family and I have been in Boise for about a week and a half now. Well actually, we live in Middleton. It's a super small town 40 minutes outside of Boise city and it's cute... but I cannot wait for the day that I can move downtown and live the city life again :]

Friday the 13th was Warped. Jake & Evan came over from I.F. and we all got to hang out over the weekend. It was such a good time, I really really miss those guys. I cant wait till they come back around!
Warped was freaking amazing this year! So much better than last. Here's who I saw:
The Cab
The Rocket Summer*
VersaEmerge*
The Summer Set
Emarosa*
Bring Me the Horizon
Pierce the Veil*
Haste the Day
Mayday Parade
NeverShoutNever*
-Those with stars are those who put on the best show, in my opinion.
Although I don't care for NSN anymore he put on a damn good show and almost made me like his music again :O

I just love music- everything about it. The lyrics, the instruments, the people who play, the passion and especially the scene that comes along with it :] Music makes me super happy.

I have something to tell you, but I dont know if you'll really believe it.
I dont entirely crave soda anymore. It's so odd. For as long as I can remember I've drank soda on a regular basis and here I am... just wanting something else.
I love it! I feel a lot better...

Classes start Monday and I'm overly excited for them :] I need something to do! It'll be great when school gets rolling and I find a job, I'll be so busy I can hardly wait!

How could I forget?! My bestest friend, you know... the one who's been there through thick and thin, he's finally moving to BOISE! :D Hopefully he'll be here around October and let me tell you once he's here I will be the happiest camper on the whole planet! It's been a year since I've seen him. A whole year. I cannot wait :]]


One last thing. A good friend of mine has a brother who's in a band. Please check them out! They're so good and I believe they have potential to be known even more than they are :]
http://www.myspace.com/mayweathertheband

Treasure Valley :]

So as of 30 seconds ago, all I was going to post was...
"Moving Day :] Helloooo Treasure Valley!"


Then Sophie came in from being outside with her mouth and two front paws covered in dirt.
She knows she's not supposed to be digging in that hole in the backyard!
Of course, I'm not mad. I just laugh :] Because the way she looks at you when she walks in the room is priceless.
Then I thought... thats kind of what it's like when you've been up to no good [like drinking or something] and you get home and your parents are wonder with a great amount of curiosity where you've been, who you've been with and what the hell have you been doing? 
So as of two minutes ago, that scenario was pretty funny for 8 in the a.m.
Maybe you'll read this at 4 in the afternoon and think, "This girl over analyzes too much."


haha Anyway, I'm overly excited to get out of this town again. The best part is, after everything is moved, I dont have to come back :]


But I thank all of you, everyone and anyone I met in Idaho Falls, for the great times & unforgettable memories. They will never be forgotten. You will never be forgotten. 
And if you're ever in Boise, call me. 
Lets hang :]

If I Ever Feel Better.

They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control
They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away
You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...
No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after al
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away
Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

-I just found this band a few days ago. Been listening to them and they are my new favorite :]
Phoenix.
This song is called "If I Ever Feel Better."
I love it!


Take a listen, enjoy.

10 things you might not know about me.

Confession:
Justin Bieber is growing on me. 
Uh-oh. haha. I never liked him then at work one day I saw "Somebody to Love" on MTV and I was like "Whoa, thats a legit music video!" soooo... Now he and I, we're BFF. Yeah- its kinda cool ;]


Life is good. Simply good. I'm so overly excited for school to start! I'm excited to learn and focus on something that has nothing to do with my life. I know its going to be a lot more stressful this semester but I'm ready for it. Bring it on, professors. 


I was thinking today. And this is what I thought. 
Zack & I probably were made for each other. 
But somewhere along the way he made some choices that aren't ever going to benefit him in the long run. Because of that we aren't going to be together.
That might sounds contradicting but in my mind it makes sense.
The truth is, there's one flaw he has that if it wasn't there- I would have been with him for a long time. 
From day one I felt like I had known him forever. 


Anyway, enough with that!


Maybe you didn't know:
1. I love Sunflowers.
2. White Mochas are my favorite. They've passed up Pepsi :O
3. I believe in lucky pennies. If I find a penny that's not lucky, I turn it heads up for someone else :]
4. Sophie has come to be my best friend since I went away to school. I love my Sophie Girl.
5. I love arts & crafts. I might not be good at certain things but I'll do them anyway and it usually turns out alright! ;]
6. If I could be in a band and tour, I soooo would! I'd love to play the drums. 
7. I cant go to bed unless I've brushed my teeth. Clean, minty teeth is such a great feeling.
8. I've worn Vans since I was about... 3 :]
9. I love antiques. I love to decorate with a modern vintage chic feel. 
10. I'm a lover, not a fighter. I like to surround myself with peace. I avoid confrontation at times because of this. I can also be a pleaser. I believe these are both good and bad traits- just depends on the situation...

"When youre walking backwards,
don't be afraid to close your eyes.
Cause the truth is darling, 
everything will be alright."
-The Maine

AVA

Climbing trees and paper planes
Life as a kid we're all the same
Tears of joy, and sullen hearts
Sticks and stones and broken arms
And like one would, like a child
I'm asking
Like I could knock on your door
Will you let me in

And Dear god, I found out the same things we learn when we die
I found that the truth is, it's all a big lie
I find that the words are hard to describe
I tell you I'm lost here, awaiting reply.
I found out what's wrong, and its not you or I
Or anyone else that you chose to deny
It seems like the madness of choice in the life
Has made it all clear if we run or we hide

Sidney Kalani.

Over the past week I've had a lot of time to myself.
A lot of time to remember... me. There were things I had forgotten about that I loved.
Things have been a little tough but, surprisingly very eye opening and reminding.
Its so nice to be able to get back to your own roots. Your very very own.
Not your families and yours. Not your parents' and yours.
Just You.
I've been reminded that I love:
MUSIC.
Oh my goodness! Before I moved to Boise I imagined myself getting more involved with the whole music scene [once I got there]... you might find it odd considering I don't play an instrument or sing or even write music... but there is something about it that can dig deep inside and make you feel.. alive. 
Wait, I need to clarify. Not just music- the stuff that hardly anyone knows about. The songs and bands that are not played on the radio. Those smaller guys... They're the ones with the art that really gets to me.
Anyway, recently two of my favorite bands released new albums.
The Maine's Black and White
Rookie of the Year's The Most Beautiful
I love every single song on each one. Ah! So amazing. Go buy them both and listen because it'll make your day and week and month and year! 


READING.
I didnt really forget that I like to read... but damn, I finally have a little time for it. haha
Give me a really good book and I'll finish it front to back.
Right now I'm reading Charlie St. Cloud.
I am fascinated with this story! I cannot wait for the movie to come out- especially since Zac Efron is in it... ;]


THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE.
The other night I went running for an hour. 
It was 8:30 in the p.m. -right as the sun was about to set.
It was the most beautiful hour in a long time.
I had it all to myself.
The way the sunlight hit the wheat fields and colored the clouds... breath taking.
Guess what I thought about?
My Nikon :]] It's been so long since I've used him and while running I saw a thousand wonderful picture opportunities. From now on I will run with my camera! :] 
I've been told I have a good eye for pictures... That I notice the little things. Personally, I think that's what creates a great artist whether it be a photographer, painter, musician or whatever you can think of. 
Truthfully, it's the little things in life that keep it going.
If you start looking at the big picture and so far into the future it can really do some damage on your mindset. 
Maybe, that's just my personal opinion and experience but I still think it can apply to everyone. 


Other things would include animals [especially mine], crafty/artsy things,  God, my family, how badly I want to travel....
Lots of things.
I'd keep listing them but I'm outside Barnes and Noble and this dude just lit up a cigg and it freaking stinks and makes my head hurt. Ugh. 


Here's a question...



-Sid.